Callum David

The previous post was a mess, back-with-a-bang is not me at all. Maybe if you know me well you wouldn't wonder why.

Just had the weirdest thoughts a little while ago. As i was staring at San Isidro Labrador's image outside our barrio chapel, I started to think, would Callum david want to live a barn life? If ever he does i'd be most happy to open up my door (both our house and whatever door he wishes to enter) for him. One or a couple of times I'd live his life and i never really considered it a life. City lights, not at all my thing. If i was him i'd sell his spin gadgets and settle right where I am right now. In Entongalon with me.

Volcano

I needed to get back to blogging badly. I looked around my previous blog and I thought I'd simply resuscitate one of it back to life. So here it is.. my first posts.. for tonight? Don't hold yourself like that cause You'll hurt your knees well I kissed your mouth, and back But that's all I need Don't build your world around Volcanoes melt you down And What I am to you is not real What I am to you, you do not need What I am to you is not what you mean to me You give me miles and miles of mountains And I'll ask for the sea Don't throw yourself like that In front of me I kissed your mouth, your back Is that all you need? Don't drag my love around Volcanoes melt me down What I am to you is not real What I am to you, you do not need What I am to you is not what you mean to me You give me miles and miles of mountains And I'll ask What I give to you is just what I'm going through This is nothing new, no, no just another phase of finding what I really need is what makes me bleed But like a new disease, Lord, she's still too young to treat Volcanoes melt you down She's still too young +what iam to you+you do not need+is not real I kissed your mouth You do not need me

I'm a nutcase lately, my thoughts are juggling over my barely-breathing relationship and my almost off-the-cliff career. And for the n'th time this I had to initiate an intervention. This'll be it. *** note to self: this is just the first post and it barely says anything so do a lot more and try not to be cryptic and gibberish.